solemnisation

today i went to nur's cuz's house for the solemnisation ceremony.. watching the guy saying his oath made me feel butterflies in me stomach.. i suddenly felt nervous thinking will i do ok on MY day! that guy stuttered but end result was ok.. i just hope that i dun stutter or stammer or something like that..

shit.. typing this out is making me stomach fidget.. and my fingers are shaking!! can't seem to type as fast as normal..

shit.. gotta stop thinking about this.. on to the next topic for the day..

going home, nur's dad sent me to the mrt stn.. he offered me a brand for clothes and accessories for k.wali (ie kembang wali, the silat group i'm in).. hmm.. it's an excellent offer.. going to inform my guru about it.. i have a feeling he'll agree to the offer.. and if it happens and approved, i feel it's gonna help us loads..

this weekend is the competition.. hope the guys and gals train at home.. it's for their own good.. me myself who wanted to participate, can't.. so, i have to push them.. for my own consolation.. if they win medals.. shit.. that's really good for our reputation and their moral!! go guys! i believe in u guys..!!