day suck

eyes turned red, and rudolf gets jealous of the redness of the nose, eyes became several times heavier, whole body aches, knees went weak, elbows felt loose, dragging every single movement of the muscle, hair too crumpled to care, watery eyes became an irritation, every tool seems heavy, every muscle movement seemed like a chore, should have gone to the doc..

today's so shitty.. got shittily sick today.. kept sneezing all the way at work.. initially counted my sneezes but gave up when i reached 30 counts..

dragged the whole day at work.. then fetch nur and her mum home @ tampines.. arriving at tampines, i was knocked out by my sickly mood..

woken up by a disturbance in the room.. felt like there was a presence.. but i was alone in the room.. then nur came in and told me not to sleep.. wanted to tell her about it, but still felt it.. so, i said my prayers in my heart.. and 'locked' the room..

left at around 2200hrs to go fetch pops who was already on the way home from Batam.. felt a little better while i waited for pops to reach the spot he told me to wait.. no hiccups except for my fucking hp which went dead each time i wanted to use it.. need to change hp.. i'm targeting nokia7610.. as soon as i have excess money..

reach home and found out that nur had a terrible nightmare.. which brought back the memory of the earlier incident i had when i was in her room.. wondered if i 'locked' the room properly.. i thought i did.. so, i tried 'locking' the room from my own home, after talking to nur on the phone.. told her to recite some do'as i've taught her before.. home she did it..

i'm feeling better.. but now it's sleeping time..