7th,8th silat competition

know wat? just got to know that i can't compete in the coming friendly competition due to my age.. i'm overage!! how can there be an age limit to join a sparring competition?!?!?! i am so so confused and frustrated.. since when do u need to be of certain age to compete? dun they have a bloody open category?! this is bullshit!

but whatever it is, if i can't join this silat competition, so be it.. i'll definitely be concentrating in 'kesenian'.. ie, the art of fighting.. and its movements.. no worries.. all the better.. if it's not competition, then it's no-holds barred!! WOOHOO!!! anyways, i'll definitely be concentrating on street fighting, Kembang Wali style!! who cares about the competition? in competition, there have to be rules and regulations.. n rules created by humans are meant to be either bent or broken.. hahah!! definitely there are some blokes in the comp who fight dirty..

oh well.. but i still need to train the guys and gals.. it's my responsibility.. so, i'll train them.. and along the way, as long as i get the knowledge to fight dirty.. discreetly of course..

but my concept is, to win is not everything.. if anyone can figure out the depth of the meaning, good.. the rest, go figure!

anyways, i'm still for Motor Image to contact me for a 2nd interview.. damn this world.. well, at least singapore.. it's so damn difficult to get jobs if ur not a chinese.. no hard feelings to those chinese reading this.. i have no grudge in chinese.. i even hate other races too.. even my own.. it's the character i see..

on with the story, that is what i realise.. take for example, few years ago, i went to SM Motors (Volvo) for job interview.. when i was rejected, i was wondering what went wrong.. i was dressed neatly, i answered the interviewer's questions positively.. when i got the job from Komoco Motors (Hyundai), two of my classmates happened to be from SM Motors.. and u know what? they are BOTh CHINESE!!!!!!!!! what the fuck!!?? They themselves told me that SM Motors management practice racism!! fucking bastards!!

well, that's the past.. for now, i'm still waiting for Motor Image.. i'll be starting to search for more very soon.. i think i might try Chevy again.. but this time i intent to apply for technician post..

well good luck to shitty me!!